What's Next?

Well  this is kinda weird wrong that I keep on posting while my PhyChem book was set aside. Truth is, I'm on a break, resting. I should be burying my self on books, Chemistry books for that matter, instead of typing a blog. But not doing this makes me a cragfast learner. I'm not moving on.

As my senses perceive, September is just a blow away. And I couldn't find the right motivation to keep myself reminded of what will happen to me if I fail don't get things right. I had plans you see, and as of now, at this very moment I evaluate myself, plans are all I've got. I got plans, Plans don't got me. Funny.

I constantly think of what lies ahead after that greatest-exam-of-my-life-before-I-enter-the-real-world given that I passed. Two things come into my mind. Work. And the very classic, Work. haha. And the story goes on: I've got a stable job with a relatively high salary, and by that I mean amounting to something more than enough to suffice my wants needs, I've got to travel anywhere I want without hesitations, eat whatever I want until my tummy aches, party all night with friends, and buy the things that will make me happy at a cost. Perfect! And then the clock ticks, omg it's past 4 and I haven't even gone through page 4 of this book!

I realize how will I be able to have this perfect fantasy in my hands if fantasizing is all I do. Pathetic isn't it? I keep building dreams but do nothing to reach them. I seem to be an architect of dreams unemployed, that's being useless. And yes, I feel useless almost everytime since I stepped up on the stage to receive my diploma. Seeing my highschool and college friends putting their work position on Facebook makes me jealous, and more jealous. I can't stand waiting anymore. Waiting for that perfect job and company to seek me. I'm tired waiting, but I'm not doing anything.

Until I saw this picture on Tumblr (by the way, my account is kayedeecarl.tumblr.com), it hit slapped me on the face. REAL HARD.

From http://blog.bufferapp.com

Wake up stupid little ME! The future is neither coming nor waiting for you. You  I will be coming into the future whether I like it or not. There's nowhere to go but to the next exit. What matters most is how ready I am for the future. Because it has always been ready for me. People make their future. So I will make my soon-to-reach future my way: perfect.

Through Him all things were made; without Him nothing was made that has been made. 

-- John 1:3 (NIV)

And so, I'll end this post and publish it, put my laptop down and grab my PhyChem book and calculator. :)) See you next time guys. Soon in the future. :)